Listen to your Heart

Why does everyone always neglect me?
Why don't they feel the pain they cause me..
Why am I treated as a burden?
O why does everyone use my innocence against me..

Why people hate me and think I'm worthless for anything?
Why do they always accuse me to be wrong..
Why do they think I'm the only trouble maker ever born?
O why do they behave as I'm a weight stooping their shoulders down..

Why are there false accusation on me while that of others are flattery and truth?
Why am I the target of ruthless, cunning, hateful and selfish motives of others..
Why is that my voice is quietened even when all I do is plead and shout?
O why does everyone feel I'm naught but useless and paltry?

I'm pretty sure questions like these and many more might have haunted your nights and days. It feels like evil has taken command on the clear blue skies and the wrath is simply falling. The rains too pour hard on you while the shimmering sunlight shines on everyone else.

But my question is...why do you feel low? Is it because everyone treats you that way or is it you, who treats yourself in an unpleasant manner?

Let me, help you to see inside yourself. Explore the soul that resides in you. Travel through the gushing gulfs that define you. Touch your feelings and touch the power in you. Let me, help you to embark on a journey to find the greatest treasure of all eternity, the brightest side of you hidden by a darkened cloud that binds you. Come, let me help you.

Trust me when I say this, you are not merely sand and water, You are a complex mixture of simple emotions, A bold personality hidden by shyness that is ruling over you. You have blended so much in the material world that it's difficult to find the real you. You maybe the master of success and art, of fiction and of true love; but you have reached nowhere, you are strangled in the middle of the sky. On the way to become like someone else, you have long forgotten the real you. You have become selfish and new.

I've heard this saying, "All the water of sea can't sink a ship until it gets inside the ship." So why let anyone hurt you? You are the master of your own judgement. You are both the king and the queen of your own heart. Why let anyone make you a slave?

There was a time when people said, "All bad comes with a price" today they say, "All good comes with a price." Please don't tell me this discourages you from listening to your inner voice.

The world is beautiful and has wonderful things to offer, look at the little buds no matter what weather they always bloom.

-Blossom 

Harsh Reality

There is so much to tell but nothing to express. There are noises everywhere but it is the silence that dwells inside. It’s not called loneliness but fear. Fear of breaking down. Fear of letting the emotions flow. It’s so easy to lie every day to everyone. It becomes a habit to lie. It’s because there is darkness inside that is not used to light and afraid to absorb darkness furthermore. Life is complicated to express. You got no one to trust, nobody to share with. It’s strange.

When no one is around you feel safe because you do not have to tolerate those people who are constantly engaged in pulling your self esteem down showing off how better people they are, how insignificant beings we are in front of them. When people take utmost advantage of your innocence, making you feel like you’re an entertainment package of theirs. Then when they are by any chance removed or to be precise are shifted from their comfort zones they bang on your head as if you were supposed to be their slave and how dare you outrun them. How can these people even survive with such attitudes? And the most funny thing is that these people are the who are more  likely to be preferred as friends, as interest gainers , thought to be worthy than us by others.

Life is so unfair.  The one who is innocent and benevolent is crushed at the mean behavior of the others.  Why can’t I just go out and breathe? Why people I encounter every time are always the same in context to their nature towards me? Isn’t that the same question that circles your mind when someone makes you feel insignificant and the one worthy to be ignored? When they use you to most ruthless extent with that untrustworthy similes on their faces and then throw you like the trash they regret to have collected? When they make you feel as if you were the heaviest burden of the planet.

But these aren’t the most common friends that you find. Now you will find friends that smile with you, follow each and every footstep, seek opportunity when they can gain and help you lose everything you have. They are ones to be stayed away from. They are enemies in the deceiving attire of friends. Known enemies are better than such friendly poisons.

Have you ever felt the same or close to it?

P:S:  

Finally back here after a long leave from writing, missed both writing and reading hopefully won’t run away this time round.